Raining fish

While in Indonesia, I was inspired by the book Kafka on the Shore, by Murakami Haruki in which falling fish foreshadow acts of violence. An old man, who has the ability to speak to cats is witness to these occurrences. 

As symbols of good luck, fish were prevalent in many of the batiks I saw in Indonesia. As a Pisces and a twin, painting fish just felt right. Gradually, I became obsessed with the idea of fish as illuminators of the wrong-doings in our world. 

A very realistic and uninspiring first attempt.

More details, symbolism and control. Definite improvement. 

The resin in Indonesian batik wax causes the deep dark red color and makes it impossible to see what is beneath. I felt as if I were painting blind. 

Indeed, the result was not at all what I was expecting or hoping for. 

But Indonesian batiks are all about multiple layers and with some time (not enough) and more than a little frustration, an image appeared from the chaos.

These are figures from the Wayang Kulit - a shadow puppet theater that is integral to Indonesia's culture and heritage. 

Only after the fact did I realize I had used the idea of falling fish before. In trying to create something completely new, I had ended right where I started from.